Day 157 ~ I Couldn’t Say It Even If I Wanted To

Lately, I cannot even put words on paper.  I’ve tried so hard to explain what’s going on inside, but there truly are no words.

It’s an aching, gnawing pain that seems to come from my soul.  I’m not too sure where the soul is located, but to me it is so deep and not reachable.

In place of words, I’ve been doing some “trauma art”.  I’m trying to draw and color my pain.  I’m trying to reach into the feelings and pull them out without words.

As I have shared these drawings with close friends, the response has been positive.  I never knew I could draw, but it has been such an amazing release and I actually look forward to getting out my sketchbook and pencils.

I have attached a few here and appreciate all comments.

Until next time – I am being MJ every day!

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