I’m changing. I’m different. Good, bad or indifferent, it’s happening.
I’m not sure what that means. Where am I going and how am I going to get there.
The new me is a mystery. The new me is scary. I’m not sure how to develop or form that person. I don’t know who I want that person to be.
I can’t even begin to predict what will happen. The hardest part of this journey is settling for being in the middle.
The middle part is so confusing. Which path do I take? So many forks in the road.
I’m trying new things and trying desperately to hang on to parts of the old me.
In the meantime, emotions are taking new directions. Emotions are fresh and raw.
Regardless of my effort to push or pull, to deny the new creation, a change is gonna come.
Until next time – I am being MJ every day.