This past week I haven’t been blogging much. I spent a couple of days in the hospital trying to get my blood pressure in check.
The worst part about being in the hospital is being still. I’m not a TV person. I’m definitely not a relaxing person. Being still means lots of time to think.
For me, thinking is not my friend. Thoughts come to my mind and stay. I tend to ruminate on the most ridiculous things. And I’ll go over the same subject in my head 20 times before I tell myself that it’s ok not to think about it anymore.
Sometimes it will be something simple like what cookies do I want to bake next. And sometimes it’s much more drastic and not rational.
Either way, making my brain shut down long enough to sleep is not easy.
Anyway, I’m back and have lots of blogging to catch up on.
Stay tuned and thanks for supporting my efforts to regurgitate my awful experiences as well as uncover secrets that have kept me from healing.
Until next time – I am being MJ everyday.