Anger swells within my heart,
Why I say? Isn’t this a fresh start?
Feeling is oh so new to my soul,
I hate that it happens and I’m not in control.
Where can I go to slow it down?
I can’t stop the pain? Am I going to drown?
Thy say it’s good to finally feel,
But wont that open my heart for reveal?
I feel lost even though I now have a voice,
But feeling this anger was not my choice.
I want to go back to the peace of my zone
And a time when I didn’t mind feeling alone.
If this is healing, I’m terrified of the cure.
I just want to rest and feel peacefully secure.
Time won’t reverse, I have to keep up the fight.
Is the tunnel end near? Where is the light?
Until Next time – I am being MJ every day.